Monday, January 9, 2012

In the end

I cried again today
Don’t know if you care
Don’t know if it matters
Remembered the hurt
Remembered the surprise
Your words hit my heart like a knife

I remembered how we laughed
How we joked
We had so much fun
I missed you when you were gone
Away to see family
So far so long
But then you returned
And it was like you’d never gone

I cried again today
Don’t know if you care
Don’t know if it matters
Remembered the hurt
Remembered the surprise
Your words hit my heart like a knife

Friends share their lives
Their good their bad
Friends stay together
And give shelter in storms
Friends love each other
No matter what
Friends don’t give up
But fight til the end

I cried again today
Don’t know if you care
Don’t know if it matters
Remembered the hurt
Remembered the surprise
Your words hit my heart life a knife

Where to go from here
We have to decide
Push on til the end
Or let it ride
Forget all the laughter
Replace it with tears
Move on to a new place
New friends new fears
New chances new tears

One mistake … it’s all over
One wrong move … sucks to be you
One choice … make it a good one
One chance … make it right

I cried again today
Don’t know if you care
Don’t know if it matters
Remembered the hurt
Remembered the surprise
Your words hit my heart like a knife

Are you really my friend
Are you there in the end
Are you guiding or criticizing
Are you helping or manipulating
Are you using abusing confusing
Self-centered egoistic eccentric

Are you really my friend
Are you there in the end
My sweet friend
Kind and gentle
Caring tender
Imperfect and fair

I cried again today
Don’t know if you care
Don’t know if it matters
Remembered the hurt
Remembered the surprise
Your words hit my heart like a knife

Are you there in the end